My brain has been poisoned

As I have been limping along this past week, I really have accomplished little.  Sure the house is clean,  but other then that I have been on my arse as per the Doctor Nazi that takes joy in pulling and yanking on my foot. I have continued watching Big Bang Theory Season 2,disk 3 set to come next week while the weatherman is off for close to three weeks GOD HELP ME!!!. I have been watching Supernatural

and Lost 

while he has been at work.  I am rotting my brain, I deserve it damnit, I have been going nonstop school since Aug '08.

I am retaking Anatomy and Physiology 2, I want a better grade than a D. It's the lowest grade I have gotten.  Ever.  Just a couple points and it would have been a C, I could kind-of accept that.  But come the hell on, Disease Condition I got an A, Medical Typing, and other A, and a B+ in Pharmacology.  There was no real effort put into those classes either.

Or in this case A is for Asshat...

But A&P2, I slaved over, read over, but for some unholy reason, I cannot visualize IT.  I have to get at least a C- to "pass" medical classes.  I am an A/B+ student without effort, WTF is wrong with me.  No, It's not me, it's the class.  There was promised extra credit, was there frak NO there wasn't!  And the, AND THEN he had the balls to email the group and say see you in the next semesters, and MAYBE the extra credit program will work!!!!  You lazy coot, you can manually go in and GIVE credit.  I have been through all the names in the book, tried to pull strings, nothing, I have to retake the class.  I am taking it this summer, alone.  Sure it is a shortened amount of time, but I hope that pushes a button in my mind to GET his tests.  45 minutes, 50 questions, multiple choice, T/F, and essays from hell.  Oh did I mention it's not JUST timed, but closed book and NO notes? 

Those were the rules and I followed them.  It comes down to ethics.

If I would have passed and used notes I would have felt I would have cheated and not earned my grade.  Maybe I am stupid for that exact reason.  I passed the first section of that hellish class without cheating/ using notes.  I can do this too, if I have to take it the average 3-4 times non bio students take to pass this course, damnit, I will.  I'm aiming high for a C- this way anything above that will be a pleasant surprise. 

Back to the brain poisoning.  As stated above, a little stress makes Krimmyk a bit more loopy than usual.  Weatherman walks past me this afternoon, "Looks like the mail has come."  Without missing a beat I burst into the Mail Song from Blues Clues. "We just got a letter..."

 God help my fleeting sanity!  I have been mentally poisoned by children programing I have not even seen in like 2 years!! I will somehow exact my revenge.